Dibalik kata "eww" ada arti "mau"
Dibalik kata "tidak" ada arti "ya"
Dibalik kata "aku membencimu" ada arti "aku menyayangimu"
Dibalik kata "aku akan pergi" ada arti "aku tidak ingin pergi"
Dan dibali kata "aku ingin kau pergi dari hadapanku" ada arti dihati
"aku ingin kau tetap disini bersamaku sampai akhir hayatku"
:"Aku ingin kau disini bersamaku sampai akhir hayatku,
aku ingin kau disini, memelukku, menemaniku,
menghiburku bila ku sedang sedih, aku ingin kita saling terbuka satu sama lain,
aku ingin kau selalu mengerti perasaanku, aku ingin kau mengerti perasaanku ini,
ku ingin kau mengerti tentang semua tentang diriku,
walau ku tahu itu semua tak akan terkabulkan,.
Itu semua hanyalah mimpi belaka seorang gadis sepertiku.
Ku tau kau mencari seorang yang serius kepada dirimu, yang bisa menemanimu hingga akhir hayatmu.
Dan ku ingin bisa menemanimu seperti yang kau ceritakan beberapa hari lalu,
tapi kupikir lagi, mungkin ku tak akan bisa menempati posisi dihatimu ,
mungkin tak akan bisa untuk selamanya, karena kau hanya menganggapku seorang adik saja, padahal kuingin lebih dari adik kau menganggapku.
Aku menulis semua ini hanya untuk bisa menyampaikan sekelebat perasaanku kepadamu saja. Aku hanya ingin kau tau, kau pedulikan lewat kata-kata ini saja, tidak lebih.
Kan ku doakan selalu kebahagiaanmu, kehidupanmu di masa depan.
Kan ku ucapakan semoga berhasil untuk pekerjaanmu yang kau geluti sekarang.
Ingin ku meminta Tuhan untuk menyampaikan rasa terima kasihku karena sudah memberikan dirimu sekilas dihatiku ini, terima kasih karena dia pernah menetap dihatiku yang paling dalam sebagai teman curhat, sebagai sahabat, dan sebagai koko angkat untukku, walau hanya sebentar.
Terima kasih sudah memberiku kebahagiaan sekaligus rasa sakit mencintainya Tuhan :"). __________________________________________________________________________________________________ Cuplikan lagu untukmu kasihku:
Even though I know I can no longer go back
Even though I feign indifference to the flashbacks
I'm only thinking about you, even now
I'm just thinking of you I don't want to hear vague reasons
Even though many sleepless nights have passed I still miss you.
My heart aches Oh boy, now I'm still missing you (I don't know what to do)
We flirted and kisses countless of times
We also fought over trivial things Where's love? I knew for the first time that
I cannot go back
Good Bye (I'll crying for you)
One drop (I'm, calling your name)
Falls (Oh, I always feel just the same) In my heart and I quiver If
I could go back (I'll sing for you)
One more time (I'll stay here for you)
I could be kinder (I wanna give you all my love)
Than anyone else (It's hard to say good bye)
Even if I try to put on a new bracelet
Even if I try to erase your messages Even if I try to laugh...
I can't go on Nothing will change (I don't know what to do)
I had always believed we were a special couple Where's love?
Where are you now?
What are you thinking about? (I just wanna stay by your side, again)
Good bye(I'll sing for you)
One drop (I"m calling your name)
Falls (Oh, I always feel just the same) In my heart and
I quiver Time is (I'll sing for you)
Standing still (I'll stay here for you)
I wonder (I wanna give you all my love) If I can walk towards tomorrow
Even now, I still feel you In those looks,
in my fingertips, on my lips, In my heart, at that place, in that song
I'm crying for you I know I love you, babe I think of you
No matter what I do Come back to me Kiss me one more time
I'm missing you
Even though my heart is shouting out It"s sound won't reach you
I clutch these feeling to my chest
And don't let go If I could go back (I'll sing for you)
One more time (I'll stay here for you)
I could be kinder ( I wanna give you all my love)
Than anyone else, but even so this is good bye
I'm crying for you I know I love you I think of you
No matter what I do Come back to me
Kiss me one more time I'm missing you
(Kana Nishino - Missing you)
Name : Kezia Refina Prayogo Class : IXB
Hometown : Surabaya city Facebook : Kezia Prayogo II
Hello, this my first blog, and this is my second story about my true story about love :D.
I'm from Indonesia, I'm is Otaku Girl, because I love Japan Anime :D.
So thanks to you all for want to read my story :').
Arigatou Gozaimasu! Konbanwa!